It's hard to be the center☺

Heeey. Feel like i just get addicted with you, my new diary Xoxo. Yes, as i wrote in the top of this blog, i write what thing i can't tell directly, actually the time when i stare at you [diary] now, the time when i think how can i clarify this with you?. But i really mindful that the time when i save this deeper the time when i get hurt much much and the one me who can know. noone. this mean my lonely will work successfuly.

Have you ever feel? When you are being in the center, exaclty.........between :) Have you ever feel when you're going to start a journey and suddenly you MUST stop in the half? The most hurtful thing is the one who make you stop is the one who make you keep on going.

The day when i really happy for thinking about something. In the mid of the day, someone must tell you about something on your mind. And really that was a brief new but really succeed hurt your mind, your heart. everyone beside you tell again and again about that, even they ask your opinion about that. Immediately my heartbeat work faster, thing can i do just stare at the sky to hold my tears on my eyes :D any word get out from my everyone's mouth really unmeaning. Lasttt, Yesterday when i felt that until now, they act like they have no relation with this reality. who's wrong? They were wrong when they acted without think about my mind, but what thing about my mind can they think? do i remember? i have this story just with myself...........this mean they never know about this right? so am i wrong to save this missunderstanding feeling? noone wrong. the way who is wrong. isn't it?

And noooooooow, I just fly over the time, with the air on the sky. anything happen i just can receive and after that come to my mind and get out from my brain. i don't break my journey, i just walk in the edge of the road of my journey, let someone and everyone feel glad in my journey. sometimes i come to feel little happiness then back to the edge. I have but i don't have my way.

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brgttartasllhi :)

Yes, I'm a Cheerleader☆

Hello guys! Long time no see. sorry i've been so busy recently. Ohyeah, now i have been studied in Senior High School. This was such a dream when i was in Junior High School but actually really i miss the time when i'm a junior's. Yes, My uniform changed! Now i wear white-gray 'Putih Abu-Abu'. And now i study at SMA Negeri 3 Bogor, God already granted my wish to be this school's student.

If i must tell you my jorney until today, i know it won't be, really in 5 months lately i have so long journey for being a story. But now, i wanna tell you little great moment about one week ago. At Saturday, 17th 2012 was my the day, was the FIRST day i came forward in the field of my school for being a Cheerleader! Yes guys, I have followed Cheerleader Extracurriculer in my school, The name is TRIVELLY CHEERLEADER (Follow @Twitter : @TrivellyCheers) :D Really i got my self there, Being a cheerleaders is one thing I have never imagined in my whole life, yet it now has been a part of my life I can't separate with it :) I'm the 5th Generation of TRVCheers. And the 5th has 13 member, they're Of course Me, Dara, Salma, Dhea, Tirta, Amy, Hanitya, Tasya, Puput, Tiffany, Thea, Ditha and Ajeng. I have a position to be Front Base! Really i love my position for being the front of my stand.

Ok, that's such an introducing part of my team! Now i want to tel you about my first inaugural performance. The day was saturday, and in school i just passed 1 lesson! hahaha this was first great thing i got. After that, we gathered at Musholla to change our clothes to be practice's clothes. Every time we practice together, we always wore the clothes that had same color. And really i still remember, we practice before performance with Blue clothes. Then we went to Villa Duta, Place where we always practice. Oya, Our coach Ka Japlun and Ka Wahyu Also followed us to give our performance, Fyi My coach is the one of member DREAM ALL STAR one of a lot of team under THE A TEAM one of management for cheerleading in Indonesia and also Asian! Great right?:D

Then, we practiced together until about 12.00 p.m we went back to our school for making up our face and our self, Our uniform of the day were the unfirom of 2 other team under The A Team management too. Because our uniform didn't get finish. there were FORCE and GLAMZ's Uniform. After that, we opened SMA Negeri 3 Bogor's Pensi the name is TRIPLEX REVOLUTION 2012. Wow, really i felt so so glad!! I have not felt any tired moment. Every moments passed in the day were wonderfull thing. After performed, we ran to the center of the field to see the released of ballons of almost every students in my school. You can imagine how amazing that was! For your surement, i have some photosof our inaugural perform. Here:

This our final pyramid :D 

This our photo with our coach and Group stunt of Dream All Star :)

My photo with some member of 5TH TRIVELLY CHEERLEADERS 

and Yes this my photo (force-right) and Dara (glamz-left) ({})

 And this with dara and also sasa. Love both!♡

Ok enough! Hehe I will show you more after this. Wait my second performance guys! Proud for being a Cheerleder, Glad for always Cheers and Love Cheerleading Forever. 

Keep Calm and We're TRV Cheers☆

-Gitta (@brigittagitta)-