It's hard to be the center☺

Heeey. Feel like i just get addicted with you, my new diary Xoxo. Yes, as i wrote in the top of this blog, i write what thing i can't tell directly, actually the time when i stare at you [diary] now, the time when i think how can i clarify this with you?. But i really mindful that the time when i save this deeper the time when i get hurt much much and the one me who can know. noone. this mean my lonely will work successfuly.

Have you ever feel? When you are being in the center, exaclty.........between :) Have you ever feel when you're going to start a journey and suddenly you MUST stop in the half? The most hurtful thing is the one who make you stop is the one who make you keep on going.

The day when i really happy for thinking about something. In the mid of the day, someone must tell you about something on your mind. And really that was a brief new but really succeed hurt your mind, your heart. everyone beside you tell again and again about that, even they ask your opinion about that. Immediately my heartbeat work faster, thing can i do just stare at the sky to hold my tears on my eyes :D any word get out from my everyone's mouth really unmeaning. Lasttt, Yesterday when i felt that until now, they act like they have no relation with this reality. who's wrong? They were wrong when they acted without think about my mind, but what thing about my mind can they think? do i remember? i have this story just with myself...........this mean they never know about this right? so am i wrong to save this missunderstanding feeling? noone wrong. the way who is wrong. isn't it?

And noooooooow, I just fly over the time, with the air on the sky. anything happen i just can receive and after that come to my mind and get out from my brain. i don't break my journey, i just walk in the edge of the road of my journey, let someone and everyone feel glad in my journey. sometimes i come to feel little happiness then back to the edge. I have but i don't have my way.

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brgttartasllhi :)