Unspoken feeling

Banyak hal yang terkadang sulit dimengerti atau bahkan tidak butuh untuk dimengerti hanya dipercayai.
Banyak hal yang kita lihat tapi ternyata itu bukan apa yang terjadi.
Banyak hal yang kita anggap gak ada tapi justru yang paling berharga.
Banyak hal yang kita anggap serius tapi ternyata sepele.

Itu semua. Yang menjadi alasan mengapa logika dan hati harus bekerja sama. terkadang ada senyuman untuk setiap orang yang melihat tapi justru ada air mata yang tak bisa dijangkau untuk dihapus. Ada hal yang terlalu bejat untuk ditindak melalui hati. Tapi ada hal yang terlalu impossible untuk difikir lewat logika.

Gue tau kemana lo pergi, bahkan gue tau darimana lo datang. Tapi gue gabisa memaksa lo untuk ada terus disamping gue. Ada beberapa tugas lo yang lo kerjakan untuk gue tapi bukan logika lo yang lakukan terlebih hati. Ada beberapa people said yang menyakitkan gue tentang lo,dia dan kalian. Tapi itu hanya possible untuk suatu logika yang menyakitkan di hati.

Semua terlalu istimewa untuk dilewatkan begitu saja. terkadang saat gue berjalan melewati suatu tempat yang selalu gue lewati. Gue sempat berfikir apakah nanti ketika gue balik, gue masih bisa lewat sini?. Sebenernya yang menjadi alasan. Gue selalu takut kalo apa yang membuat gue senang kemaren gak bisa gue rasakan untuk kedua, ketiga atau keempat kalinya.

Satu hal yang bisa membuat gue berhenti bahagia dan menggantikannya dengan rasa takut adalah. Ketika gue tau, lo mungkin saja membahagiakan orang lain sama seperti lo membahagiakan gue besok atau besoknya lagi.

Karna kita emang gak akan pernah tau kan apa yang akan terjadi besok dan esoknya lagi?

Tapi, ada satu hal yang bisa membuat gue terus merasa bahagia : Semua orang punya taraf kesadaran untuk membuat orang lain merasa diistimewakan oleh dirinya.

Semua hal terjadi untuk sebuah alasan kan?

Dan gue senang saat gue merasa istimewa.

TRIVELLY CHEERLEADER

Hello guys! Welcome again on my story. I wanna tell you again about my great passion. Cheerleaders. Hihi it  so crazy if sometimes i read on some novels or books or maybe FF about Cheerleaders. As same as i thought last they're so.... yes i say it seems like they deify Cheers. And they also will make a relation between    cheers and basketball. HAHAHAHA. Absurd. Really. But yes i realize i thought what they think now.

Okay actually it just an interlude. I want to tell you about...........MY FIRST COMPETITION at once first time i... especially we as Trivelly Cheerleaders got our trophy in National Stage Competition. Already long, but i think there isn't long time for this lovely story.

Last friday, We (Trivelly Cheerleaders) went to Jakarta with Salma's BUS from Bogor especially from our school. SMA Negeri 3 Bogor. We deserved to join Cheerleading competition in National Stage that held by The A Team Management (Trivelly's Management too :D). We arrived in Jakarta in the evening. We stay overnight in Wisma Haji around Taman Mini Area.

Next day, We woke up at about 3 a.m!!! Hahaha by the way we're as the 5th TRVCheers were in 1 room. So, you can imagine how crowded the room was. We vent and gossip all night long.I guess, we just sleep for 4 hour.In this condition we still be abnormal people [Ga ngerti lagi]. And u know what? We took a bath at 3 a.m too!! Just because we were afraid that late in the morning the bathroom full of people.  At 4:30 we started to make over our face, hair and also wore our costuuum:D the at 6 a.m we went to the Competition Place.

When we arrived in the competition place, we heat our body, practice little bit and also Gladi Bersih. We got First place for Level 6. So we were the 1st group to show up. In the show time i think yeah this our first competition and there will be a perfect show. So, for all the mistakes... Yeah we felt dissapointed but the best thing we got is we're the best cause we still want to show. "You win or you lose is just a simple thing but when you get your new experience that is the extraordinary thing". We did it beautifully :)

After we showed up our team. We watched for another team. Yes, Cheerleaders really a Great thing to be learned. So amazing. Every formation we made is the special ones. From this competition, I got so many thing to be learned. How the team works, how the team still strong. How my team cry after show but we cheered up again. How can sportsmanship works. How the situation when all Cheerleaders of Indonesia gatherd. How did we bring our school name to Jakarta in the National Stage... Indonesia!.Thats all really wonderful.

Then when the winner announcement was announced we waited in the edge of the field. And yes, We got "BEST SPIRIT TEAM". maybe, You thing this one just an usual thing, but we're really proud, We scream and hug each other. We're not the 1st winner in this competition but we still be the best for ourselves, our coaches(doubt... but yes haha) and also our school! SMAN 3 Bogor. 

Until now, I still miss the TATNCC Competition, when we could interact with all of Cheerleaders in one place. That was a greatefully thing. and really I more and more loving my team.... TRIVELLY CHEERLEADERS. 

 I dont have so many photos of the day. But i have one photo when we stand together after the competition. This one:

 

After winner announcement and we still cheering:D

 

In the place when we waited for the announcement.

[I wore the pink clothes:P]

Yes, Still now being  a Cheerleader is still one of the best thing of my life.

"Proud for being a Cheerleder, Glad for always Cheers and Love Cheerleading Forever." 

Trivelly Cheerleader☆

GittaBrigitta [Search us on twitter: @TRVCheers]

Am i like for going down?:)

so many times ago i felt this feel. how can i'm afraid just about this circle stroy. honestly,  this just about how can you regulate your feeling. how can you keep your heart and how can you hold your heart in just one way.

something you should to know. not of all your life can stand to stay alone, can always do anything just with your own self. everyone absolutely 'll feel tired. tired with this life and tired with this world's game. till sometimes you want to go from this world until the situation right so you'll be in the right condition again. this such a suck think! how can happiness stay in your side everytime?! you mean just you who need to be the happy person? so have you love someone in your life? your family? bestfriend? all people need to be happy! this the reason why happiness move from one to other. leave? no. just follow its circulate. circle? yes it will return again to you. what must u think? believe. thats all.

and now? i can state all i think above. but yes as u think i cant be like that now. seriously i go to down. this all is wrong way. big wrong! and the most tired part is how can i take you again to this way. why?

really just the one and only you who can make me take a choosen. so please... Help.


-undescribed girl-
brigitta silalahi

I guess, I've been fallen

Hello! Yes, finally i can get this time for telling you again 'bout my feel. this all never change. Still like this, still like the first i told to you before this.
Am i wrong? guess what? i think he has been known. But.... Yeah i know this unpredictable. Everyone just know this as a teasing. Cute right? Inside all of people said front and behind me......
Now, the one about the last escpecially...her. She know 'bout this! Finally i've told her some month ago :) But yes, she didn't tell me about the fact about the last who i thought before. i haven't got problem about it cause.... Yes! I know the one who being loved by her.
We're in the same condition now. We guess yes... We've been fallen with them. both of them. Really, this seems like a planning story. Every section in these stroy are a relation.
In the last..... when the story still in the "gate" everything's ok. But now? He has been changed!!! Really. I miss the old of him. U know what? I'm swear.... I really cursed on my stupidity... Yeah although i don't know about the real reality... this wrong or maybe this is the road indeed.
But dear you....
Please.. Don't be like this, i know i can teall you bout my hope. this really unreasonable.... You..I... I never get the reason or maybe... NO! I'll be.
But u know? the hardest part of my feel is i'm afraid.... i guess.... i'm afraid i get someone for having my point of view on u... for the second. I guess, i've two same point on two different person.
dont too make me feel so tired. i know this one not your job but could i have your help just to keep these all? 
Please, you think this so hard for me? I've been felt like this. Long long before i felt these feeling.
So, is it your challenge?

I gonna on it. I'll stay in this way.
But i know hapiness will always stand in my side. So, if oneday later i'm aware thin won't be one way. I'll try to move as well as i can and as quick as you wanted.

 Note it ya!:D

Puzzle feeling's

-brigittagitta-