I guess, I've been fallen

Hello! Yes, finally i can get this time for telling you again 'bout my feel. this all never change. Still like this, still like the first i told to you before this.
Am i wrong? guess what? i think he has been known. But.... Yeah i know this unpredictable. Everyone just know this as a teasing. Cute right? Inside all of people said front and behind me......
Now, the one about the last escpecially...her. She know 'bout this! Finally i've told her some month ago :) But yes, she didn't tell me about the fact about the last who i thought before. i haven't got problem about it cause.... Yes! I know the one who being loved by her.
We're in the same condition now. We guess yes... We've been fallen with them. both of them. Really, this seems like a planning story. Every section in these stroy are a relation.
In the last..... when the story still in the "gate" everything's ok. But now? He has been changed!!! Really. I miss the old of him. U know what? I'm swear.... I really cursed on my stupidity... Yeah although i don't know about the real reality... this wrong or maybe this is the road indeed.
But dear you....
Please.. Don't be like this, i know i can teall you bout my hope. this really unreasonable.... You..I... I never get the reason or maybe... NO! I'll be.
But u know? the hardest part of my feel is i'm afraid.... i guess.... i'm afraid i get someone for having my point of view on u... for the second. I guess, i've two same point on two different person.
dont too make me feel so tired. i know this one not your job but could i have your help just to keep these all? 
Please, you think this so hard for me? I've been felt like this. Long long before i felt these feeling.
So, is it your challenge?

I gonna on it. I'll stay in this way.
But i know hapiness will always stand in my side. So, if oneday later i'm aware thin won't be one way. I'll try to move as well as i can and as quick as you wanted.

 Note it ya!:D

Puzzle feeling's

-brigittagitta-